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table for four
CHARACTERS: Toko Fukawa, Cal Kestis, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Anakin Skywalker
DATE: Early September
WARNINGS: Toko™
SUMMARY: Don't become friends with Jedi because then you'll get invited over for dinner. A cautionary tale.
DATE: Early September
WARNINGS: Toko™
SUMMARY: Don't become friends with Jedi because then you'll get invited over for dinner. A cautionary tale.
kiss the cook etc etc
It's just that he doesn't know if Cal can cook. And Obi-Wan thinks salt is spicy. Just because he will eat anything doesn't mean that he has to. So where does that leave them? This particular train car is full of locals that are a little... different from those of them just passing through but it's also full of vegetation that's thinning out and starting to droop. Their options are going to be slim no matter what, but he starts shucking beans and toasting corn and finds plenty in the way of herbs and spices.
As it does most days, the door to their strange home is left open and small sounds of life trickle out into the air. He doesn't know yet what the others are up to, but he isn't worried about it either. The process of cooking, as straight-forward as it is- is comforting. It gives him something to put the whole of his attention to, to accomplish. From the way things are shaping up in this village it might be only of the only small victories they get for awhile.]
with PLEASURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The door is open when she arrives at what, frankly, looks a bit like a trapper's shack. She half expects to find meathooks and splayed squirrels inside, but when she peaks through the gap, all that she sees is Anakin's stately form, back turned to her as he works on something in a makeshift kitchen.
Toko ducks back a moment. Pulls out her phone and observes herself in the selfie camera, trying to tame her too-long bangs, sort the loose locks behind her shoulders. Repinning a few pins. There's not much to be done about her face, she's hopeless with makeup and there's none to be found here anyway (they'd probably be full of arsenic, people put all kinds of poisonous crap in their cosmetics back in the old days), but she supposes it'll have to do.
Heart pounding, she bites her lip and creeps in a step. With one hand she raps a shy knock-knock and clutches at the edge of the door. No, shouldn't she pose more boldly? Shit, she's already knocked, she can't do better than — just stand up straight at least?! WHY ARE YOU SO USELESS?!]
I, um...
...
H-Hello.
[WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THE LINES YOU PREPARED, YOU HOPELESS WORM?! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!]
+1
The angle of the doorway into the kitchen gives anyone a clear view of Anakin at the stovetop, but hides the wings off of it: one a sitting area with a table set for four, the other a cozy space with three beds angled against the walls, leaving an open area in the middle. Obi-Wan, crossing out from the dining room, smiles as he obliviously steps between her and the object of her attention. ]
Fukawa! Welcome. I'm afraid dinner isn't quite ready, since someone refused to accept any help, but make yourself comfortable.
[ There's nothing even close to biting in his tone as he throws the affectionate jab over his shoulder at Anakin, gesturing for Fukawa to come in and make herself at home. He doesn't try to guide her further, though, because he's heading to a cabinet to pull down mugs. ]
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He hasn't seen Cal or Beedee yet, but Obi-Wan has been hovering most of the night while doing his best impression of someone who isn't hovering. And coming in timidly through the door is Fukawa. Anakin feels her before he sees her, and unfortunately that leaves her at Obi-Wan's mercy. Among the smell of warm spices and wafts of steam, Anakin looks back over his shoulder to see her small figure there. The smile he offers is fond and genuine, if also a little cheeky. In his defence, he had a deceptively sassy teacher.] Fair warning Fukawa, he'll try to make you drink tea.
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Toko has but a moment to admire the change in clothes — Anakin cuts a naturally dashing figure, so no wonder he looks perfectly at home in fairy tale garb. He's got a cape, and there's the deep v of his shirt— GAHALKA;SLK OLD MAN!!
She jumps when Obi-Wan pops out of nowhere, complete with a tight gasp that both men can hear. Her nerves are frazzled things on the best of days, don't do that!]
I—oh. Um.
[She was about to offer to help but then Obi-Wan has kiboshed that as well. So. She's supposed to make herself comfortable.
Toko looks around helplessly. Okay, if they're to have dinner, then she should take a seat at the table. But if he's saying be comfortable, then the only other seating option is the beds.
...............No no no, that can't possibly be an option. Toko ducks her head and scurries towards the table, catching Anakin's jibe just in time.]
Wh-what's wrong with tea? Is he bad at making it? [How can he speak so disparagingly of his Master? In front of guests no less. She looks to the older man as she takes a seat.] It's n-not a laxative, is it?
[They're grown men, they wouldn't pull a prank like that. Would they?]
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No, it is not a laxative. Stop making her nervous, Anakin, you're going to chase her off before you've even finished.
[ From an outside perspective it might actually sound like he's chiding Anakin for being improper, but this sort of bantering is a norm between them. Obi-Wan may have a penchant for lecturing his former Padawan, but as the years have gone on it has morphed mostly into exasperated fondness instead of true disciplinary intent. Then, to Fukawa: ]
Do you take sugar?
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But he does catch her eye from behind Obi-Wan's back.
And he does throw her a wink.
It's true, cooking is relaxing for him in the way that all physical things are. It demands his attention but in a simple, straight-forward way- and it allows him to see the results of his labor. The major problems in this town are what they are, the sickness and the missing bodies and the monsters attacking. But this small, very basic act helps keep him grounded. He turns back to stirring the dish as tendrils of steam climb towards the ceiling.]
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Wow that's a lot of useless thinking. She glances to Anakin just in time to catch his wink. Toko is taken aback a moment (that was for her?) but smiles in return, quick and secretive.]
Ah — no sugar. Just black. [Toko pauses.] Thanks.
[Being waited on was so strange.
Should she come up with conversation? She'd been mulling over what might be interesting on the way over. Nothing she knows of would compare to traversing across the galaxy, and whining more about the conditions of this train car would be beating a dead horse. Talking about herself was not going to happen, and she knows that Anakin doesn't want to talk much about his past. So.]
Um. Hey. N-No one's really told me...what the Jedi's purpose is. [Does that sound accusatory? Toko rushes in with the follow up.] Guh! That is, I mean, I've been told a little about the F-Force, and that you're Knights of sorts. B-but what's their creed? [She looks between the two, just a touch helpless. A lot abashed.] You know. It's l-like a religion, right?
[Please say yes.]
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He's turning around and coming back to the table by the time Fukawa has finished her question. Obi-Wan sets the steaming cup of herbal tea in front of her; some blend he had picked up from the citizens here. He moves to the seat across from her, so he can still see Anakin moving in his periphery. Sitting casually with knees splayed, he leans on the table with both elbows and fingers laced around his mug. ]
The Jedi carry out the will of the Force and serve as guardians of peace and justice throughout the Galactic Republic. From a young age, children will come to the Temple to be raised and trained in the ways of the Jedi.
[ There's the briefest pause, as Obi-Wan's reality and subsequent grief whisper in his ear, before he recovers and goes on without a single break in his inflection or posture. ]
As instruments of the Force, we follow the Jedi Code to ground ourselves in a spiritual existence. We release ourselves of all attachments — personal, physical and emotional — so that we may focus on the concerns of the whole. Our duty is to the people and to the Force itself.
Jumps the Cue
The pause isn't lost on her. Outwardly she remains still, but inwardly she thinks of Cal. He'd all but curled in on himself thinking of the purge, sitting on the grassy knolls of the Corgi car. It hadn't been so long ago for him, something less than ten years. She knows Anakin hasn't encountered it yet, and she's not sure where Obi-Wan lies on the spectrum. Perhaps he's also come out the other side of it, left to scurry about in secrecy. That would explain the sudden shift.
It's gone, just as swift as it comes. And now he's touching on another matter that reminds her of Cal. A more shameful memory. Toko's cheeks feel hot yet again. She wets her lips and hates herself for it, because now she remembers the feel of his too vividly.
Whatever! They agreed, it didn't count! It was an emergency. And besides which, she has a few contentions with the philosophy anyway. Toko has to bite the inner flesh of her lip when she almost spills the beans (Oh yeah, I totally found out about that part after kissing your friend!), rework her wording. Keep it innocuous.]
Th-that part, it's similar to some religious practices back home. But is it really necessary? [She looks to Obi-Wan, then to Anakin. They must have doubts. They're men in their prime, there's no way they wouldn't at least wonder.] Or possible? Life without a-any kind of love is a hellish existence.
[She would know. Not that she wants to get into those particular details, but to choose to live without affection? It's beyond her.
She has other questions of course. Technicalities. But this is the biggest sticking point, by far.]
toko exists outside the laws of man
She's nervous and this is new. But Anakin believes that she's safe here, among his people, in this place, with Obi-Wan. A small snort of laughter leaves him as he cracks eggs into the pan. More like- safe even with Obi-Wan's idea of dinner conversation.
With his back to them and his world made hazy by steam, he can recall the way Padmé had once asked the same thing. For a moment his eyes close and he allows himself to know it, the way he'd felt then. The way he still feels now.]
We build our lives around compassion.
[His weight shifts, and when Anakin turns at last it's with the first of two bowls in hand- and a soft, helpless smile touching his mouth. Indulgent and unashamed, Anakin approaches their simple wooden table, placing each dish with a subtle thud.] Which I would define- [It's Fukawa he serves first, his gaze sliding easily to her face.] -as unconditional love.
[And then Obi-Wan, mindful of where the man has always liked to place his mug of tea, of which side he's always preferred to lean towards. The shape of Anakin's smile change, curls with familiar fondness.] The Jedi are encouraged to love.
It gives our existence meaning.
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And this — this is the man he knew. Not the horrible vision on a holorecorder, a black wraith of a person. Compassion, and love, caring for others. He remembers Anakin being small, their training only just begun, the way his heart swelled when he told him his mother always said The biggest problem in the universe is that nobody helps each other. For all their fears surrounding Anakin's training, for all his own doubt about his own ability as a teacher — that alone was how he knew Anakin would be a great Jedi.
He meets Anakin's eyes, warming under that fond smile and the sure conviction in his voice, and knows with clarity that there will always be light in him. Obi-Wan is struck with the intense urge to reach out and wrap him against his chest.
Instead, he looks over his bowl and his tea to Fukawa. ]
Love is not forbidden. Attachment, possessiveness — those are the things we are meant to avoid.
[ His eyes flick back to Anakin. ]
It does not mean we cannot love.
i'm sorry for her libido
S-so it's more like — [Like Buddhist monks, or the Christian kind. She's no expert on either, and she doubts they'd ever heard of stuff like that to begin with.] — just putting your t-time into community service?
[Not her best allegory. She clears her throat and tries again.]
Or putting your love into the whole world, or whatever.
[Then Obi-Wan adds his two cents. It's very clear at once that there is deep affection between these two. If she hadn't had her theory debunked already this moment would have been cemented proof they were an item.]
Oh, I d-don't know, being possessed doesn't sound so bad... [Her head is still bowed and she's covered her mouth with her hand, attempting modesty, but the private grin is probably obvious. She's happy to belong to Master Byakuya. It gives her purpose, a reason to live. When she gets back home, he's sure to greet her with a lover's tearful reunion.
She hopes he's not pining too much without her.]
I just. Well. There's a precedence for things going wrong if you c-cut off parts of yourself. Isn't stifling a natural desire dangerous?
[What should happen if one of them snaps one day?
What if she were
nearby?
...Again, she belongs to Master, but like. She'd be flattered!
And vulnerable.]After Dinner, open to multiple threads or multi-person threads
Second, now that most of the plate-clearing and washing up is done (she'd tailed one man after the other, imploring to be put to work and was denied at every turn), she's found company in the one roommate she can't understand in the slightest.
Toko is crouched in front of BD-1, perched on her toes beneath the ruffles of her medieval skirts. She's bent forward, scrutinizing the droid with a knot between her brows. It beeps at her. She tilts her head.]
H-hey. [She calls to whoever's nearest.] He hasn't got um...there's n-not a bomb inside him. Is there?